So yah like is says ... BUSY! lol so we had the grad pary KILLER TIME.... then i went to Lissa ( bff ) Sat wit Corin.. It was GREAT till COrin and Shraon times 2 had to ruin it!!!  :P lol we got there and me and Lisa NEW wut we were going today we had r day ALL MAPPED OUT!! from like a week before! so we got there and Corin was like i want to go to the beach lake and were were there is water! so they were like hmm ok kewl but we have a study 1st then we can go...... so they had the study me and liss talked about if they go to we want to go wit them??... should we stick to R plans??? so we were like Rs!:) lol so we go out after the study and NONE of the sharons who Corin came to be wit wanted to go!!!! so me and Lissa were mad about that!... so we DIDN'T want Corin to go alone so we were like ok will go wit u but in the end they were like no will go and sharon 1 mad it sound like we HAD to go so we went... we wernt HAPPY BUT

Ok so......... Been busy like ALL week!:D lol :P Service and school..... hmm nothing else really to day there was a grad party For a sis in our hall KILLER time!:D It was funny bc Alex song he danced to they played and  some other songs her likes !!:):P lol So we were like AWW to bad hes not here!!lol:D ... Me and a friend had a fight and she RLLY pissed me off this time im am like SO DONE WIT HER CRAP!!!!! >:-/ sO we got in  fight i said srry ( i RLLY was NOT srry bc she keeps doing stuff like this and im DONE) but the bible says to forgive!! so i did! and she was like "You really were out of place for seriously overreacting with what I said. So it'll take a little time because I too have been feeling really emotional these days and really did not need that from you last night." So i NEVER replied and never will!!! lol :P but like I smiled a few times she COMPLETLY ignored me!!! I was like PISSED OFF!!! so im like DONE NO more " mister nice guy!!!!!!:P? So yah!  I saw Courtney my "friend!" who dint even say HI! so i ignored her to! :P UGH PPL im SICK OF DRAMA!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!>:-/!!!!!!
But the party was SICK!!! there were a good amount of ppl! i dont eat tho so now im STARVED!!!:P:D  lol Josh was the DJ he is a SICK DJ!!! in was rockin!!!!! LUVED IT!!:D so Nicks and this one were like my 2 favs!!:D Josh was like dancing!!! I missed him SO MUCH!!:D got a josh fix happy now that put me in a better mood!:D
But then like the guy i liked pretty  much danced wit EVERY one else but me ( dont ask me) { he was SO HOT!!!}  but i dint want to dance!:P so i sat in my seat and dance!!:P lol ~v~ trever and lena were GETTING DOWN! and the kids SO CUTE!!!! then Mark and his "dancing" we call it " Mark the animal!!!!:D<3" iT WAS SO FUNNY but he enjoys him slef witch is good!:D so thats all that counts!:D,,,... John and Frenchi did a Spanish dance and WOW were they GOOD!!!:D I m ALWAYS in shook when i see then!:D and Corin LOL WOW she was getting down! shes not the BEST danceer but wow oh wow she was out the and WOW!:D :P Cory would not GO OUT there!!:D Lol Jeremy FINALLY came he danced a LIL not  lot.... weird!!! and he missed all the good songs that he likes to dance too!!!:D  but oh well! and Shoua WOW she was talking the dance floor!!!:d GO TO THE PPL WHO CAN DANCE!!! Frenchi and her bro are GOOD!!! John ... Adam G. adn some other ppl..... and the lil kids WAY to cute!!<3 but any way it was FUN we left at 11:40... its now the next day! lol 12:20 am! WOW and im going to Lyssas to day!!! YAH cant wait have to get up EARILIE! so night luv to u all and u KNOW who u r!!:D by!

WELL!!! the end off summer is like here now:( very sad! .... i mean the weather is GREAT it been at liek 70-75 cool out nice to walk in and stuff i have been wearing a sweeter to bed not ready to give up sleeping on top of the bed bc of the heat yet!:P:D lol but lol!>!>!:d
 dad and mom r here in nh to get me... we r having turkey and all the fixings!!! YAH! i ALWAYS look forward to when the WHOLE family get together for a turkey dinner!<3 the best but this time its just mom dad bro me and the g-rents wit is ok but its was ALWAYS so much FUN to have the family!:(   :) oh well tho! cant wait they will be done soon! everything is out and getting mixed and mashed and smells WONDERFUL!!! not sure how much longer i can wait!:) well i will put the rest of my pix up and all that stuff! So bY!<3 THEN home again home again!<3 :)
K so mom and dad came the dinner was GREAT the turkey was a LIL dried out...... but GREAT!<3 i was SO HAPPY! like cloud NINE!<3~
Then my grandmother was like HEY lets call the sister who is ALWAYS  over and has to go every were wit us like every time! so she did and this sister came over!! UGH! she is like my dads 2 mom almost but STILL!!! UGH!:P:) then another bro and sis came over i LUUV them !!! Tammy and Ward Mitchel! the best ever SO MUCH FUN! she gave me 2 of her dressers and a painting for my room!<3 so now my room is like complete!!:D... then Jake RANDOMLY showed up! ...... wit his gurl friend! ( she is so cute and sweet!!)   when he got there he looked like his friend Nate who came before! I was like..... WUT THE HECK! but i would have been glad if he came i really like him! ( NO NOT THAT WAY!) Hes SO funny! lol he is such a boy who luvs to eat and he luvs meme!:d she has been witnessing to him! :D so thats good!:D   so any way... he showed up i was SO surprised !!! but VERY HAPPY!!!:P:D   then meme went of about Nate:d lol;o and how much she liked him!:D so Jake tx. him and was like theres food and meme!:D:P lol so he came ( i think mostly for the food!:D) lol but it was a VERY nice time!:D<3 But i was just thrilled he came!!!:D :)<3  but now were in the car as im putting this up! and i will try to do the pix so night<3 yah all!<3
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WELL.... kk the newz here........ my grandfather is home YAH!!!! VERY glad about that! :D  he came home friday... Saturday  the lady HAD to come again! UGH! i know i should not feel like that but STILL!:P :-S  but my grandmother was like HEY i want to go to the beach .... so we both were like ok we will go tomorrow....  ( Saturday )  so the lady came and my grandmother was like hey u want to come!>? ( in my head i was like uGH NO SAY NO!!!) BUT she was like ok lets  go !!... so we left around say.... 1:00..... and believe it OR NOT but it was pretty fun! i got some new things 2 new horse books and some candy at the candy store and . hmm i NOW i got something else hmmm wut was it... OH yah lol DUH!!! i got new sunglasses THEY R THE BALMB!!!!!!  i will get pix of that! im like in luv wit them!!:D then 2day.. there was another lady who came over bc she " HAD too" and well it KINDA ruined my day but OH WELL!... we went looking for my great grandfather who die Nov. 5 2009 :( so we found it i dint get any pix i wish i did but NO UGH!:( so hmmm oh well.... but then we went out to dinner it was good i had yesterday and today a cheese burger wit bacon! SO DANG GOOD!!!!:D i can smell it and taste it now!!!     then we went home to chill we watched phantom of the opera .... and then 7 pounds it was WAY TO SAD!!!:( :'( UGH!:P 

U now its AMASSING! how lif can change from ONE sec. to the next!!!!
U can be happy and going along wit ur life and th next thing u know something bad,wrong, or sad comes along!!!! WOW OH WOW!!!!
my grandfather was doing good for a lil bit and then the nxt thing i know is hs in the hosp. bc h had a stroke ( again!) not like its new but aftr u go thro a time when  think they will ok it coms back to get u! and when w were at the hosp . wit him it made me VERY sad ( * started crying) and it made me think this could be the end for him,... for ANY one of us! we NEVER now wut the next day will bring! But i made a promise to be faithful to thos i luv . no matter wut! even if they leave me!!!!
I will die if any one else from my family dies!!!! i dont think i could go thro that again!!!!!!:( :/
well in the end im in NH, now for th week i think! But thats ok so that way i can think on some things! and my bro is here!? lol w have to go to the hosp. to day! and the lady who we now who helps meme HAD to come! i dont think she HAS to come when im here but she feels like she has to !!:P and bc she wants to get here money!!!:P UGH! lol :)
So im hoping and praying he will be ok!!!
so we have a worrying for a hurricane! WOW its like a BIG deal to !lol
We have a party 2morrow at my house that i will miss:( im sad about that! and  dad said he would take me to get my permit today but not now bc im in NH.! :(   :) oh well tho! maybe when i get back! and then  sunday we had plans to go to my lil bro house for dinner but thats not going now bc we r here and im VERY sad about that! :(  :'( ( and i did ;'(  )
 i have pix that i have to get up i will prob do that 2night!<3
KK well we got my grandfather from the hosp.! YAH im happy! <3 lol
HIs pacemaker was on a VERY low setting so it was not helping! but they fixed it there and i HOPE & PRAY it will work!!!
I got to see camp rock 2!!! i was SO HAPPY!!!<3 it was the best ever!!! i really did like it!!!<3
I got 2 new shirts when i went shopping wit my grandmother!
ONe is a button down yellow short sleeves! and the other one is a longer sleeves shirt that u can wear 2 diff ways and its got LOTS of colors!<3 it!!!  blues and greens and yellowz!! i got a new Bra <3 IT!!!! so cute!!<3
 i will get the pix up in a few and i will get some of my new Shirts!!<3
<3 well peec out talk to u later
luv to all my pplz! ( u now who u r!!) :D   XD by<3<333